Need to come back for another ultrasound Monday!

I when today for an ultrasound but they didt'n found the baby the first time so the doctor came and he stard looking for the baby he found a little thing and he believe that is the baby.
They told me the baby is no bigger enough for the time of my pregnancy he is little and he is no growing right so I need to come back monday again for another ultrasound and they would let me know what happend. The doctor is not optimistic he said monday is going to tell us more information because if monday they dont found pulse again that mean the baby is not growing right or something else is bad. Hopefully Monday I can get an answer I can be like this, am so worry!!!
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Problems during the pregnancy!!!!!

This is my fifth pregnancy and we was really happy about it , but I have some problems I started bleeding last sunday and today is thursday and I still bleeding. I take an ultrasound monday and the doctor didt'n found the pulse on the baby, He just found the bag were the baby supposely is. So they take my blood and make some test so probably tomorrow they are going to tell me if I have enough pregnancy horgmone that mean I am still pregnang other way I AM NOT. Wich it will be really sad for me and next monday I am going to have another ultrasound to see if they can found the baby.
I think losing a baby is the more hard thing for a mother and some womans they can really get over it fast but I dont think I am one of them if I lose this baby it will be really sad and dificult for me and brett. I never lose a baby before so............ This it will be a real challenge!!!!!!!!!!!
So dears friends and family prayer for the baby and for my family is the time come I will need be stronge to accept that
Thanks from the Cook's

One new year

This last year was really difficult for us, but at the same time was good and help us to get strongger as a Family. I think was a GOOD YEAR FOR OUR FAMILY. In this present year 2009, I have some good news to share OUR FAMILY IS GROWING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!Yes this is my fifth pregnancy. ( Jessica si ves mi pagina no le digas a nadie especialmente a mi Mami ) We really hope this pregnancy finish good and the baby be healthy I dont care if it is a Girl o Boy just healthy, Brett really want another boy but I think he can take another girl :) \
Well hopefully this year would be best for all of you and have good things in yours life .